Chemistry or 阿特
搞破坏前状：白老师的悲催生活，不受重视的职业生涯，无论是高中化学教学还是car wash的part-time job，无论是学生还是老板，身有残疾的儿子，怀孕的妻子，生活的拮据可想而知。(而7 grand is his all the money in the world用来买VR了)而最沉重的一击应该是被告知得了肺癌吧。
Lu:Do u think there is still some reason to love me?I think there is not. My friend was drunk tonight. Puked a lot. She fells so bad. Cause she wants to ask a question to the one she loves. She wants to ask if he missed her. Why ?why not just ask him. I told her. Ask! Say it!why not !is there something worse than what u are going through right now??! Ask!Ask him! Actually,I was just like her too. These days ,I am thinking that if we should continue this relationship. Don't get me wrong. When I am saying this I am not do not love you anymore. It's right the apposite. I love u so bad. I just want to know what u are thinking about me. Do you think the relationship is a burden for u ?Just tell me. Don't hide your feelings. I don't care if I will feel so bad. It doesn't matter. Just tell me ur real thoughts....love you. Good day.
当小粉红问白老师问他为什么要干这行，这么说来着：“man some straight like
u giant stick up his ass all of a sudden at age what 60 he's just gonna
白老师迟疑了一下，随后表情轻松，豁然开朗般回答了一句：“I am awake!”
Lee:Burden?? Come on?
Chemistry or Art:小粉红常年用volumetric
flask做毒品——太不专业了。白老师的化学实验器材授课内容：u wouldn't cook
in on of volumetric flask, which is for general mixing and titration.u
wouldn't apply heat to a volumetric flask,that's what a boiling flask is
而且还掺胡椒粉（自认为是粉红牌冰毒的标志配方啊）——太不敬业了，完全是ONLY SHIT BUT ART。所以白老师的入行宣言是：U & I will not make garbage.we will produce a chemically pure and stable product that performs as advertised. No adulterants No baby formula No chili powder.
Hard?? Of course, i told you that its gonna be like that. I know me at the army have no at all...
看看白老师的装备：800 milliliters very rare kjeldahl-style recovery
flask（长颈烧瓶）, griffin beakers（烧杯）, erlenmeyer
flask（锥形烧瓶）,5000 milliliters round bottom boiling
flask（圆底长颈烧瓶）,lab safety equipment & an emergency eye wash
7000 grand VR——a mobile meth lab in the boonies
I told you that i dont want anyone to suffer cause of me, and i knew that 4 month is a long time for such a short relationship...
首次成果：2-3 inches long crystals-pure glass grade（估计是上等品吧）。因为粉红哥开始称呼白老师为"Mr White"了，还大加赞美啊，什么ur a damn artist. It's art. ur the goddamn Iron Chef(日本料理综艺节目).every jibhead from here to Timbuktu is wanna taste it.不过在白老师看来这不过是basic chemistry.
Girl, i want you. To see you again, feel you again.
贩毒原则：we only sell it we don't use it.
At least now. You know that if i could of see you right now i would of done it.
一个化学知识：red phosphorus（红磷） in the presence of moisture and accelerated by heat yields Phosphorus Hydride（磷化氢）——phosphine gas one good whiff and.....（谁来写下方程式）
I hate the fact that i make you feel like that.
While im busy and have no time to think at all you are studying and thinking. Whats makes it harder for you.
I understand that its hard and hurt.
互相指责也没用，解决问题才是王道，他们决定分工合作——flip a coin.
粉红男处理死人——chemical disincorporation: dissolving in strong acid.
白老师处理活人——do him a favor
But please dont suffer for my sake. If you cannot bear it just dont. Cut me out of your life.
小粉红没买到足够可以装下整个人的聚乙烯塑料容器，白老师建议买两个——legs in one, torso in the other.
I told you before, im traveling and falling in love with people but understand that i have to continue my journey...
I promised that we will meet again, and as soon as i can...
第二天，小粉红还是在自家的浴缸里溶解了尸体，不过他跷课太多，让氢氟酸溶穿了浴缸和天花板——hydrofluric acid won't eat through polyethylene plastic,it will however dissolve metal,rock,glass,ceramic.
Thank you for being honest with me.
一个化学知识：chiral/chirality(手性) derives from the greek
word"hand"-ur left hand and ur right hand are mirror images of one
another, identical and yet opposite.so too organic compounds can exist
as mirror image forms of one another all the way down at the molecular
level.although they may look the same,they don't always behave the
same.one is active,one is inactive;one is good,one is bad.
I feel like what ive just wrote is a mess, but that was instant reaction.
I do miss you!
PPS:W&P在争吵时，小粉红说"i'd ask my diaper-wearing granny,but her wheelchair wouldn't fit in the RV"，这段是代表什么意思？求指教！
No reason to love you??? What are you talking about? What are the reasons to love someone at all?!?!?
但是，他先得把他的那份“工作”处理了，因为coin flip is sacred.
Lee:Probably good night
难怪小八会说两次"this line of work doesn't suit u."
Lee:call me when u can
作为nerdiest old man，在杀与不杀之间，他写了balance
Let Him Live Kill Him
Lu:The shittiest thing for me is not the feeling of missing u dear,not the distance of us as well,don't feel sorry, I can wait.
it's the moral thing to do he'll kill your entire family if you let him
you are not a murderer
he may listen to reason
won't be able to live with yourself
murder is wrong
The shittiest thing is I found I started losing u and I can't do nothing but see it
The death of the affection.
Affection. Man creates it. so man can control its "life ".But how?
至于开头那个人体元素缺失的0.111958%，结尾女的说"what about the
sou?l".walter回答"there is nothing but chemistry here."
Sometimes I do hope u just leave me behind,cause U deserve to do so to a girl who far away from u ,and can't do nothing good for u,in other words--me.
Maybe I just don't want to see the end of ur affection.Maybe I just don't want to have hope. I don't want to build my hopes up. I don't want to live in fear. There is no fear of losing if u never have it.The proper thing u should do when u start being afraid of losing is let it go in advance .so I want to leave you now.we can be more than friends but not boy friend and girl friend. I don't need your promise,I don't need you have responsibility for me. I don't want to be selfish. Visit me when you can.Talk to me when you want. I will threat you just like before . Nothing will change. I will still miss you as before,love you as before. U. Just do what you want. Never care about what you should do to me. No. Don't think like that. If u do so ,I feel guilty. I can imagine what u want to say---The Same goes for me.
don't let shopping strain your braino
just sing this short refraino
our furniture is bueno
tampico is the nameo
If so ,let's make a deal. Never change ourselves to satisfy each other's desire.
I love you so bad,but I want a break-up. It's sounds weird isn't it?
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